..THE END! (of) M.O.M. Monday [04.03.24] 💌

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Mar 04, 2024

Dear Chasers!

Once again I have gotten myself in a tangle of distractions and disappointments when it comes to producing the stuff that I say I will do. I get caught up in my own excitement and find that I cannot ride the rollercoaster of my savage imagination without falling off! Instead of raising my credibility level to at least neo-respectability I threw down too many bells and whistles (themed colours, images, page breaks and creating templates, layouts and methodical systems) which lose the magic of content and lack lustre in contextuality. Basically shit shit shit work.

I am currently creatively ashamed..

I think, I’m trying to say that I hold my hands in the air and admit that when it comes to trying to focus of what it is I can give to you for points of interest and to be rewarded with your love (in hearts and stacks and subs) - I fail and lose whatever it was that made me readable in the first place. Every week I seem to be stuck in writing an introduction to something, some new schedule, scheme or nothing but re-introducing a new look or making it even more complicated for you to keep up with me and then there’s me; sitting there dreading opening the chromebook. “Oh no, it’s not Monday already is it?”

Writing shouldn’t feel like this…

Now, if I’m thinking like that it doesn’t leave you with much of a chance of finding anything enjoyable here either. I’m not good at anything. I’ve always been okay with knowing that because with ‘good’ comes expectations and accountability - but at the same time I do hope that there are people out there who would ‘get my shit and like it’ too. So, I’m still keeping the themes on the schedule (for now) but concentrating on putting all the work in with words not links, images, and gimmicks. I just want to reach out and grab ya… with the magic of my writing every single day. With or without a schedule. NO FUCK THIS…