CHASE (memoir) The Unfinished Manuscript

THIS IS THE NEXT FEW PAGES OF THE DRAFT PRINTED DOCUMENT WHICH WAS THE MAKINGS OF MY MEMOIR AS WRITTEN BY A 32 YEAR ME (I AM 41 NOW AND HAVE SOME DIFFERENT VIEWS ABOUT SOME OF THE OPINIONS AND EXPERIENCES AND GENERAL ATTITUDE THAT I HAD BACK THEN. EVEN IN MY 30’S I WAS TRYING TO APPLY THE THOUGHTS I HAD IN MY MIND NOT RECOUNTING MEMORIES BUT RETELLING THEM WITH THE ACTUAL WAY I HAD BEEN THINKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT AS IT HAPPENED. I REMEMBER WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH MY MIND AT WHATEVER AGES BUT I DON’T STILL AGREE WITH IT ANYMORE! SOME OF THE THINGS I HAVE CONSIDERED OR HAD BEEN SO GULLIBLE TO HAVE BELIEVED ARE SHOCKING (EVEN TO ME) AND I WAS BLUSHING READING THIS PART OF IT.